Day 5 - 7:41 AM

I am at work now after waking up after another 5 hour Ambien induced sleep. When I woke up I was in mid thought of some dreamt scenario of something I was thinking about last night, as if I was reviewing a wanted outcome of the situation. I hadn't even opened my eyes before I realized that I was awake and it was much to early. The day before I had gone to the gym which didn't really seem to have any effect on my sleep one way or the other. The Zoloft seems to make it so that things that otherwise affect my moods just don't anymore. Yesterday evening I was again unable to release the doves with Cathy after what was otherwise a fantastic interlude to the evening, so that makes it at least 5 days straight. I hope when I see the doctor tomorrow she can give me something so I don't have to live this way.